These Tears

What makes you think you know me

Because you really don’t

You thought you could actually see

But really, you won’t

The real me is here

Buried beneath these tears

These tears I cried

At first, were for you

Now I realize that I am

The reason for these tears, my own stupidity

I believed in you

I trusted you

I cared for you

And all along, you,

Were the wrong person

I got myself into this

And I’m getting myself out

I’m still here

The same old me

I’m still here

Buried beneath these tears

Your Power My Love

The weaker I become

The stronger you grow

My mentality wears thin

My sanity seems to disappear

As you look into my eyes

You can see me falling apart

The helpless look upon my face

It makes you laugh uncontrollably

You know the end is near for me

As you feel the power rising within

Your victory has come at last

I have accepted defeat

I lay there, lifeless at your feet

Soon the reality comes back

The power you felt at first is gone

Something else has left you

The love you felt has left your heart

This is my love, it stays with me

My lifeless body will lie here

Keeping the love I once had for you

Trapped inside me, for no other soul to feel

Trapped inside because of what you have done

No One Cares Anymore

Each night I go home alone

The house is quiet and still

There is no one to be there with me

Since no one cares anymore

It seems I’ve gone astray

With no one to love me

They pushed me behind

Since no one cares anymore

No one cares about me

You all pushed me away

I was soon all alone

Stuck on the outside of your social life

Since no one cares anymore

All the people I once knew

Have left me without much hope

How will my life go on without them

Since no one cares anymore

No one cares

No one loves

No one sees

The pain inside

No one cares

No one loves

No one sees

The pain inside

No one cares about me

You all pushed me away

I was soon all alone

Stuck on the outside of your social life

Since no one cares anymore

How do you think they feel now

They feel just fine, yes they do

They don’t notice the empty corner

Since no one cares anymore

No one cares       (No one cares about me)

No one loves     (You all pushed me away)

No one sees      (I was soon all alone)

The pain inside         (Stuck on the outside of your social life)

Since no one cares anymore 

Death of Me

I never thought htis could happen

I’d always live the perfect life

Then that night we went out walkin’

We layed on the beach and you promised me this

I will never hurt you

You’re so beautiful to me

I will never hurt you

It might be the death of me

My mother called on my cell phone

She said I needed to be home

Her anger towards me had shown

You walked me home to make sure that I was safe

You never saw the car

It took the turn too fast

The driver tried to stop

You tried to push me away

The car swerved the wrong way

My blood was all around

You would never hurt me

Not in any meaning way

Now you tried to save me

Don’t let it be the death of you

Just A Game

It started out, just a game

We were playing, as children do in the snow

The game turned, it wasn’t a game anymore

The look in your eye, it was different

I was so scared

I ran

Running faster than I knew I could

Through the dark into the night

You followed

Chasing, always finding me

Barely out of your reach

Running into the forest

I couldn’t see a thing

I hit my head, everything went black

I saw nothing, I heard nothing, there was nothing

My heart seemed gone

Running faster than I knew I could

Through the dark into the night

You followed

Chasing, always finding me

Barely out of your reach

When I woke, I didn’t know where I was

The light was dim, the room was small

In the corner there you were

I was scared again

You seemed so troubled, you were shaking

All I could hear was Sorry, Sorry

Suicide Note

Can you feel me?

I can touch you with my cold hands

Can you hear me?

I can yell forever through this life

Wait and see

You are to blame for all this hate

You cause me pain and I am through

It’s time you crossed through Hell’s long gate

You never knew how I had hurt

I had to deal with every hit

It’s time you see the blood on this shirt

You are to blame

Can’t you see this?

You took away my desire to live

Can’t you tell me?

I need you to understand the pain I had

Look and see

You are to blame for all this hate

You caused me pain and I am through

It’s time you crossed through Hell’s long gate

You never knew how I had hurt

I had to deal with every hit

It’s time you see the blood on this shirt

You are to blame

I held that knife to my throat

As tears streamed down my face

I couldn’t bear the pain anymore

It finally came to an end

I hope you’re satisfied

This soul is now free from your hate

Now it’s your turn

You are to blame for all this hate

You caused me pain and I am through

It’s time you crossed through Hell’s long gate

You never knew how I had hurt

I had to deal with every hit

It’s time you see the blood on this shirt

It’s all over now

Be Still

Be still

When the winds howl

And blow through the night

When the rains come down

Pelting you, as if trying to make you move

Be still

When the angels of sorrow

Try to bring you down

When the worldly troubles

Have you feel nothing at all

Be still

At a time when things are hardest

And you need an embrace for comfort

Your real friends will be there for you

If you just

Be still

Be still, stay firm, stand tall

This is your life, make it yours

As you be still